a brand new outfit
perhaps a fragrance or two
frivolous, frilly things
cannot replace what’s missing from you
all things beautiful and lavish
perhaps a diamond ring
but cut without love or understanding
only sharpens the sting
if i had all the time in the world
the trash in my room would have to go
but time keeps passing anyway
and the pile keeps growing slow
receipts, dead flowers, torn clothes
kept to keep myself whole
evidence of trying to stay
when departure always felt like the goal
a graveyard of a child
i never learned how to outgrow
still crying though skin and bone
in a body that should already know
memories of people who no longer exist
in the pile of trash bends and tips
a child folded neatly into the mess
with tears and snot running down her lips




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